Today sucked..a half day and they take out the only two classes that I like. What the hell. I had lunch with Jill at 9.26. We sat in our usual spot in the grass, by the canal, as far away from everyone as we can get. Low and Behold, right after we put our salt on our fries two spanish girls are less then two feet away from us ready to fight. Jill and I were like, shit, we should move before security blames us. Packed up our lunches and ran behind a tree haha. It was a good fight, or so I am told haha, the whole cafe filtered outside, while me and jill ran away from the best seats in the house haha. After school, we took the bus to Dracut, woo hoo, wjalked around the Dracut High campus scaring little children and pissing off the art classes. Hung out near the band room and did the tango and other random dances haha. Hid behind Greg's car waiting for him, boy was he suprised. He gave me a ride home though, which is awesmoe cause he hates me. Just waiting to hear from Jill when she gets home. Maybe we can go man hunting for me haha. I really need to get out and go to some shows. I miss the Shack so much.

Nick is still pissed at me over his whole damn Dead Journal...I'm Irish...nosey and stubborn, I can't help it. Besides everyone thought I should know including Steve. It pissed me off and stuff, but it was posted AWHILE ago...more recent entries stated some really nice stuff about me. Iwish i never looked at any of it though. I wish there was an undo button for life. I really miss him you know. I don't know why. I'm so damn sarcastic too. I wish I could keep my mouth shut. He wanted to hang out tomorrow, but I thought he had broken up with me and was just worried you know, about hanging out with him, scared he might get pissed at me. I don't want him to be mad at me. I just want him to be happy. I didn't think i was involved in that. But the best part is he's in Fall River with Steven and I dont have a number and he blocked me. Why am I so apologetic? Nick hates that. So I try to cut back, but what do I say to him about this? So many questions eh? So confused about my damn life. Don't know what to do with myself. In the words of Toxic Narcotic...People Fucking Suck!!

Haven't heard from Jill, the butthead, blown off again, and Dave is still complaining about his stupid ex. Grrr,=nothing to do, nowhere to go, no one to do. what the hell, this pisses me off. Crystal


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profile screams (literally) naughty and kinky.
Maybe its the leather or chains, whips,
paddles, dress-up, who knows? But one things
for sure, youd much prefer to tie someone up or
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Single again...men suck. So lonely, I hate it. Nothing good has happened lately. School sucks, people suck, the usual. Supposed to go out with Jill tonight. Haven't heard from her yet though. Watched some good John Waters' movies, and did some fun stuff in photography with my hair. Oh God... Jarred's Mohawk is soooooo gorgeous...and its pinkish reddish like mine...haha who would have thoguht that he'd copy me. Ha, so many people still think we are going out cuz our hair randomly matches. I don't mind though...dating him, dream come true haha. Later ...Crystal..

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OI!!!!! Jill and I made a new discovery today. We are not "punks", "freaks", "goths", nothing like that haha..... We are PIRATES...."ARRRRGG"...We have always been pirates, but we actually stated it today, some ignorant person came up to us on the street and said "so what do you call yourselves, punks, or freaks or what"......We just said "ARRRGG" and she was like "oh my god" haha...it was funny though... Got yelled at for my belt today woo hoo. The internet at school is still down, three weeks behind in VHS. OH JOY. Hootenanny shopping spree this weekend. :) awesome awesome. Nick got in a big fight with me last night, and Jill had a big fight with Greg..haha when are we gonna find good boyfriends. Steve wants me to dump Nick, I guess that he called me a "stupid b*tch" last night when i got out of the car. Great. Everything is my fault again. Oh well, I have homework haha for my class online, since I'm so far behind, GRRRR. A couple good shows this weekend too , fun fun fun. And some clothes reconstruction and making and such!!!! Later ~~Crystal~~

Fucking school man!!! What the fuck!!! Why is everyone so fucking ignorant!! At lunch, security yelled at me and jill for wearing our little leopard print headbands. What the hell, the preppy girl behind us had a huge sweatband across her head...did she get yelled at?? No of course not...and a boy...a fucking boy had shoelaces around his head!!!! Why the hell are me and jill singled out...why are we the only ones that have to follow the rules...even the ones that dont exist!! RANTING RANTING RANTING.........anyways...art classes are fun...still missing 3 mods...slow slow guidance, but ill deal. Later ~~Crystal~~

Saturday night... went to daves...everyone ate but me.. Dave's mom is insane..she drives me crazy. watched some of the VMA's, i didnt really pay attention, i was kinda busy and all...left around 11, and steve drove me and nick around in circles for a bit :) I had a blast though.. Nick is so great :) and really cute too its awesome...didn't do anything sunday..watched movies all by my lonesome....and now it is monday...and still nothing to do. i hate holidays, so boring. Im going to go watch Boxing Helena now and then do "cringe" homework. Already finished my english paper though...it came out great :) ~~Crystal~~